jeez. it really is 4 am, and i need to get to bed. i've been studying for stat this entire time. where did the time go? i looked at some dumb problems i knew how to solve for an hour a chapter. it should have taken fifteen minutes per chapter. i should have been asleep 3 hours ago. at least. i'm starting to turn everything into one of those bloody problems. we've really got problems now. get it? GET IT?
i am not a big fan of statistics. blame it on my lack of statistical education, blame it on the fact i was working at the cdc epidemiology department data-cleaning for two and a half months (give or take other activities), and the fact that when i think of "statistics" i still only think about mean, median, mode, range, and recently, the normal distribution/ the bell curve.
i don't like the fact that natural trends can be determined somehow makes sense, but it's been a little disturbing how we all fit into a box. not really a box i suppose. a hill. a tonsil. a bell. i don't want to be below the curve, but i want to be standing on top of it. i want to be that outlier on the q-test that is just within reach that they can't reject me for poor data, and yet, there i am, screwing it up.
i want to make a dinosaur out of a curve. maybe some made up country, and a route to a treasure.
also, to be the butt-end of that really bad pick-up line., that, let's face it, after taking calc, we all can't help but smile a little bit.
ha.
ha.
....ha.
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musically, some cool pieces have come up recently:
karen gave me some norwegian recycling. i liked the red hot chili peppers/ eagle eye cherry combo.
i'm getting a little more hooked on japanese rock. especially those that come up in anime. oh. dear.
i started listening to some of those old songs by eminem. despite the negativity, the swear words (which i guess counts towards the negativity), and the vile sense of humor (again, negativity?) -- i still like listening to it. it's nice to hear him ranting rather than me i suppose.
"shine on," needtobreathe. "comatose" skillet (though i've already listened to this a ton of times).
old school songs.
i need to get back into volta. and the peppers.
and sleep.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
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